this is amusing.
imagine a situation.
you are out with a friend. and along the way, the both of you bumps into a friend of his.
(for the sake of example, im using my name)

friend one: your girlfriend ah?
(insert name here): this one Shiela.

walking along, we spot another friend. this time his friend is with a girl(presumably the girlfriend as they were kissing just minutes before)

friend two: this is my girlfriend'insertnamehere' (gestures at you) she your girlfriend?
(insert name here): haha she's Shiela.

think about it.
he doesnt deny it.
but neither does he acknowledge it.
or perhaps he's a selective listener like i cant remember which radio station advertises 'only hear the good stuff'


hmmmmmmmmmm. will blog soon enough.
loves to all.
MUAAAAHHHH.

Labels: Amusement is the happiness of those who cannot think.

lovesick melody indeed.

so you don't call or msg.
and i shouldn't let it affect me.
well under normal circumstances it wouldn't.
but i think im falling for you.
thats why i get so annoyed.
to be honest,
its depressing.
im not looking for anyone so i'd rather not fall.
so i sleep it off.
and wake up a more logical sensible, and realistic shiela.
i like logical shiela.



ohh a friends cousin:

1. wants to talk to me everynight.
2. likes to ask me out everyday
3. tells me things that i don't quite need to know or know how to react to.

is that safe?.
he is a friends cousin.
but even if he wasn't.
is that still safe to consider that he wants nothing more than to be friends?.
haha.
i try to be optimistic
tho some may call my optimism denial.


if you stick around, be careful not to fall in love.



im sure you know by now how easily i disappear from peoples lives when i dont know how to react to the treatment they give to and expect from me.
so im sure it'll come as no suprise to you when i tell you benie boy has been dropped from the picture like.. a month ago.




now if you understand that quote,
you'd understand why i do the things i do.
no one can give you happiness except yourself.
adding someone else to the picture will give you temporary happiness.
but you should know that nothing last forever.




Paramore- Temporary
used to be so quick, so clever
I used to know myself much better
Anyone can see that this is only permanent
Temporary, it never hurts to try

And it's all a game
I know we'll stay the same
But repetition ends in failure
And every time I see it in your eyes
When repetition ends, we'll start over

Now I'm a walking contradiction
So tell me what's wrong with this picture
Cause anyone can see that this is only permanent
Temporary, so don't hurt me this time
And it's all a gameI know we'll stay the same
But repetition ends in failure
And every time I see it in your eyes
When repetition ends, we'll start over

So give it up, just give up
Give it up, give up
So give it up, just give up
Give it up, give up

And it's all a game
I know we'll stay the same
But repetition ends in failure
And every time I see it in your eyes
When repetition ends, we'll start over
We'll start over

++15th december 1988
++i am small.

this is amusing.
imagine a situation.
you are out with a friend. and along the way, the both of you bumps into a friend of his.
(for the sake of example, im using my name)

friend one: your girlfriend ah?
(insert name here): this one Shiela.

walking along, we spot another friend. this time his friend is with a girl(presumably the girlfriend as they were kissing just minutes before)

friend two: this is my girlfriend'insertnamehere' (gestures at you) she your girlfriend?
(insert name here): haha she's Shiela.

think about it.
he doesnt deny it.
but neither does he acknowledge it.
or perhaps he's a selective listener like i cant remember which radio station advertises 'only hear the good stuff'


hmmmmmmmmmm. will blog soon enough.
loves to all.
MUAAAAHHHH.

Labels: Amusement is the happiness of those who cannot think.

lovesick melody indeed.

so you don't call or msg.
and i shouldn't let it affect me.
well under normal circumstances it wouldn't.
but i think im falling for you.
thats why i get so annoyed.
to be honest,
its depressing.
im not looking for anyone so i'd rather not fall.
so i sleep it off.
and wake up a more logical sensible, and realistic shiela.
i like logical shiela.



ohh a friends cousin:

1. wants to talk to me everynight.
2. likes to ask me out everyday
3. tells me things that i don't quite need to know or know how to react to.

is that safe?.
he is a friends cousin.
but even if he wasn't.
is that still safe to consider that he wants nothing more than to be friends?.
haha.
i try to be optimistic
tho some may call my optimism denial.


if you stick around, be careful not to fall in love.



im sure you know by now how easily i disappear from peoples lives when i dont know how to react to the treatment they give to and expect from me.
so im sure it'll come as no suprise to you when i tell you benie boy has been dropped from the picture like.. a month ago.




now if you understand that quote,
you'd understand why i do the things i do.
no one can give you happiness except yourself.
adding someone else to the picture will give you temporary happiness.
but you should know that nothing last forever.




Paramore- Temporary
used to be so quick, so clever
I used to know myself much better
Anyone can see that this is only permanent
Temporary, it never hurts to try

And it's all a game
I know we'll stay the same
But repetition ends in failure
And every time I see it in your eyes
When repetition ends, we'll start over

Now I'm a walking contradiction
So tell me what's wrong with this picture
Cause anyone can see that this is only permanent
Temporary, so don't hurt me this time
And it's all a gameI know we'll stay the same
But repetition ends in failure
And every time I see it in your eyes
When repetition ends, we'll start over

So give it up, just give up
Give it up, give up
So give it up, just give up
Give it up, give up

And it's all a game
I know we'll stay the same
But repetition ends in failure
And every time I see it in your eyes
When repetition ends, we'll start over
We'll start over

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